When the episode begins,
and focus is sucked within
the onset of physical sensations
ties me up inside
oh no,
what’s happening
it’s taking me
not voluntary
cold sweated hands
and shallow breaths
and here I drop into a
panic attack
and you don’t see it happening
at first you seem lost in your reading.
now breath slow.
oh no,
it’s happening
again i fear
that i chose to feel
cold sweated hands
and shallow breaths
another disconnect
panic attack
and you don’t see it happening
but if i scream and writhe on the floor here…
then you will know what’s happening.
and you will know, you are not alone.
one day I decided to perform live in my studio for you lucky people. as you can tell this was performed live with no Milli Vanilli on the singing or guitar parts. of course the drum machine was only started and stopped by me, and the bass was added after more coffee.
mark of spain is currently under development. check back soon for updates and more content. in the meantime enjoy the songs in the player above and do get in touch (especially if you come bearing offers of patronage or a desire to start the street-team)!
